复活记

我复活了
模模糊糊遇见了天使和魔鬼
它们打架了
只因
它们在吵我该不该死
天使赢了
它说我还没轰轰烈烈爱过
该有另一次机会
它逼我把孟婆汤吐了出来
它给了我一个使命
只有365天如失败，我将打回原形

我在哪

心狠了吗
很想驾很快很快的车
在很直很直的大马路上
歇斯底里狂喊
直到我掏心掏肺
我
赤脚狂奔在很暗很暗的小巷
直透另一段
以为那边有柳暗花明
兜兜转转沉迷进你那很难很难理解的心坎里
尝试挣扎
用很大很狠的力把自己从记忆里狂拉
心电图
频率很平很平
原来我死了

开发

擦亮心扉
精神抖擞
添一颗维他命B群
吹吹冷气24度的空气
冲发内心崎岖的血液
努力噢
为生活好
筑一道自己的星光大道
走也好
爬也好
滚也好

to you:

I am kind of happy
you hade made your life forward to your dreamland
a big step into the life cycle

Another first time

Today did my ECG, ultrasonic abdomen check and lung test.
mmm...all tests were my 1st time in my life.
It was kind of cold when the pretty doctor pasted some kind of lotion on my abdomen...
she is really the prettiest doctor I have seen in my life...
All my liver, kidney....are in good condition...
no extra thing inside.
for the lung test, i blew quite some times before success..


guys,thanks for helping these days..

好想好好

一定要好好
捉紧机会
爱你所要爱的人

一定要仰起头
看看天空的蓝
不然你可给把蓝天忘掉

一定要设法遗忘
那才可以开始启程

When dream fades away....

Be frank...
I have no special feeling on this.
As per expected - no feeling.
Not i cold-blooded...seems like it is no meaning for me anymore.
The feeling of un-appreciated-ness is last longer since ever after that day....
I am not saying that I am good, but I tried my best.
I will still try my best.. I don't know
Too many of unknowns....
I am too kind or childish to deal with..
Just don't want to care too much..
Dream of happiness.. though I seldom posseses it

Back to Virtual

it is kind of additive to something once you do it daily and for long term..
im talking about my streamyx connection
it is kind of funny or should say unlucky that my fiber optic cable was stolen on last Saturday night ( i believe! )
coz once i woke up on 29june Sunday morning, no connection at all....
thought it is normal for tm to do certain maintenance..
who knows...2nd day...3rd day........still NG, i need to make report -> Calling 100.
it took about a week time to get my connection back......
Actually really keen to know why this kind of thing could be happened.....
Stolen ? who? why?how?
Kulim really got so many thieves? sampai stole fiber optic cable for TM...
Btw....im back here and called streamyx to get rebate for one week's time (to offset my kerugian)
for telephony, rebate is not allowed to be done....only apply for monthly basis... due to their rental of RM26 wooo.....
it is fine then...