as per plan, to be good.
however, it might goes wrong - to the bad side.
how to twist it ? timing is important, with workmanship comes in.
ya..sometimes we are too self-based. we wish to be noticed, to be recognized, to be appreciated.
sometimes-somehow, thing doesn't go the way it should go, one thing is called " opportunity" need to pumped in! and some people called them "luck".
no worries, gain must come with a lost and vice versa.
when you earn, you lost something back behind... when you lost (you think you are), you earn something there (may be freedom?responsibility?)
don't overpressure yourself, life is a chain - works like a cycle.
just keep on cycling - you will see something out there...
Let's live happily, don't ruin your life :)