I hate myself

How much u love yourself?

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I believe alot of people dont like the way how he/she looks like (why he/she never looks nicer than anyone and everyone?), perhap outstanding outlooks will accelerate his/her career. They don't like the way they behave... they don't like themselves for not earning more than others, they don't like themselves for not having the good luck like anyone.....

I don't like why I always lack of time... why I cannot finish to read all books I have now so that I could have more....
I don't like why I am always "cincai" to others ...and a lot of people taking advantage of this.....
I don't like why I cannot just tough enough to my boss, to my colleages , to my vendors.....and even my friends.
I don't like why I cannot go back to home at 515pm daily ? I hate myself why I always need to work OT..
I hate myself why I cannot earn money a lot a lot ??
I dislike why I like to stay alone most of my time....
I dislike myself why I always want to support/help even that is not my work.....
I dislike myself why I not good in lying ?

I hate myself why I cannot get promote after so long ?

I hate myself why I tell him the truth? why don't I just bullshit to him ?

I dislike why there are so many rules in the world ?

I hate why I always have to do what I don't like ?

I dislike why time so pass so slow and my bond still so long ?

I dislike why my fridge get frozen??
I dislike myself why I get fatter nowadays ?
I dislike why I always cannot hear at my handset ?
I hate myself why so lazy to maintain my hobby ?
I hate myself why I need to bear the responsibility even if others do not care?
I hate why I pay so much time to work even is not appreciated? Am I immune to it ?

I also don't know why I hate myself so much.......

I wish I can go to wash my brain one day so that I can forget to hate myself....